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3月25日 untitledI wrote this poem when I couldnt sleep I sort of passed out before I could finish it but here it is..
Sitting here watching you sleep,
My heart begins to weap.
Can't seem to put my mind to rest,
As I put your feelings to the test.
I'm torn in two,
As I try to figure out what to do.
What is true and what is not,
This goes against everything I've been taught.
>>Lies<<"How can I trust you if you lie?
Trust is hard to to gain,
but easy to tear
and once broken it's hard to repair."
"Lies are little seeds of doubt.
Once you've lied telling the truth isnt enough anymore
because that seed of doubt will always be there,
and with every lie you continue to tell,
that seed grows like an ugly root or weed
and my trust wilts away like a flower that once was beautiful."
"Once trust is broken it can never be regained fully,
that tear will always be there
and the trust that was once so strong and so pure
is now fragile and tainted." Life"Life is an endless cycle of dissapointment, guilt and regret.
You havent the choice to forget.
Love is like an endless cycle of fear and pain.
In the end of the day you wonder what's to gain."
Moi. 1月6日 You don't CareMy life’s really stupid, my life really sucks, But what would you know? We don’t even talk. You say you wanna help me, but you keep crossing the line. I ask you to stop but you don’t ever listen. Everything I say goes in one ear and comes out the other, You ask me to trust you; you say that you love me. But it’s not true; they’re all just dumb lies, To get me alone by your side. So you can get what you want, So you can screw me up more. So you can tell all your friends, But guess what, I see right through you. At first I didn’t want to but now I just have to. I wont let you hurt me, though you already have. But it’s not a great loss cause all you do is tell lies, You take me for granted, and you made me feel sad. This is the last time, I can’t take no more. I won’t let you hurt me no more It’s over, it’s done, that’s it, there’s no more. Get lost, take a hike I don’t care anymore! 11月16日 Don't AskI’m sick you, I’m sick of me, I’m sick of this yelling Just fighting to be free. If only I could leave and be more independent. I’d quit this stupid job of being your defendant. I’m tired of being in the middle. Having to choose between you two. Well guess what, I choose none. I rather shoot my brains out with a gun.
Tell me
Poem not available 7月15日 DeSpAiR.June 15. 4:37 am I couldn't sleep again so i got up from bed and this is what i wrote...
My mind is frozen, My eyes are weak, My body so numb, The pain cuts me deep. Tears fill my eyes. As I drop to the floor, Just a few minutes, And I’ll be no more. I smile as the pain, It starts to set in, Piercing my chest, And cutting my skin My vision is blurry, I’m fading away. I’m sorry it had to end this way. But the pain was too much, For me to bare, I hope you’ll forgive me, In this time of despair. 7月9日 My PrayerI haven't really thought of a title for this poem yet.. its 5:08am.. i just couldnt seem to put my thoughts to rest, so i wrote this poem. im gonna post it then try to get some sleep.. i hope you guys like it, and if you dont i dont give a shit. *********************************************************** I’m bleeding and no one can see it, DarknessAs I lie awake in my bed,
7月7日 I wont surviveI'm wounded all over, The bleeding wont stop. Though no one can see it, It kills me inside. I can't take the pain, It's just getting worse. No hospital can heal it, they'll just make it worse. It's not in my head, the shrinks just don't get it. It's somewhere inside me. No serum can kill it. It's in there forever, It always has been. It was dorment inside me, But now it's awake. It's cutting me, Spreading both inside and out. There's no way to stop it, no way i'll survive. My only way outSin is all around me, death is here too, Sin ain't no good, so death'll just have to do. It’s my only solution, my only way out. I know it sounds crazy, but so is my life. Life is so stupid, and meaningless too. Nothing seems worth it, nothing seems right. Darkness kills everything in sight, It spreads like pollution, and kills with delight. It spreads all around me, inside of me too. It's too late for me, but it’s not late for you Don't try to save me, I'll just hurt you more. I don’t want to harm you; I just want this to end, The darkness is spreading, my light will burn out And when it does, I hope you’re alright... |
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